my archive of thoughts…

i didn’t know people would care to read what i write… am just surprised that you guys do and care to post your comments. thanks! thoughts just pour out and i just have to write it down so i could figure them out… sometimes it still leaves me confused as ever.

just realized that when you get older your decisions become so important… like there’s no room for mistakes. gone were the days when you can just make a decision in a blink… make yourself look crazy… and still get away with it with a cute smile and say… "ohh boy! was i that wrong!" nowadays… you either bask in the praise of significant people in your lives for choosing to do the right thing or suffer from it and declare a self assylum hoping people will not see you in your worst situation. i guess i am just getting old… i hate to admit it but then it smacks me in the face everyday.  why am i so obsessed with these thoughts lately… i wonder?

going back to that thought of decisions and right or wrong… i guess we do make right or wrong decisions… but then we do end up learning from such decisions which makes every right and wrong decisions just as equally important. like if anyone asks me if i have any regrets in life that makes me wish i could go back in time to redo it all over again… nothing comes to mind. i did have my share of painful experiences but that shaped my character and made me stronger… if i had to live life all over again… i’d live it the way it is!

life is what we make it… so they say. we live life according to the choices we make… may it be a thought over decision or an impulsive out of the blue thing… we make life everyday according to which path we decide to take… conscious or unconscious… but never right or wrong.

people and circumstances bring about important life lessons that needs to be learned… could make or break you… but life goes on whether or not you may want to deal wih it or not… time passes by whether you did something or not… hearts may be broken… but lessons have to be learned…