my archive of thoughts…

i don’t even know what to write about… but my mind is just going. my body is dead tired… had a long day at work and barely had sleep lastnight. had some benadryl for my allergy which i am hoping would kick in soon and put me to sleep…

why do we keeps on choosing to follow the difficult path in life? is it because we needed a good challenge to keep the blood going or are we just afraid to get dead- bored? yet when we are  caught in the middle of all the chaos and confusion from something that we barely had any idea about but we tried it anyways… we fuss and regret why we even went that way. funny… when everything seems to be falling into the right places… we don’t even see and appreciate it until it’s all gone.